Excruiciating!!!
And
Stable
No more need to run, or fix or indulge or antidote in any way
its like leaning to have sea legs
"and then one day I just find I can stand stable with the rolling sea of data around me , stirring up my insides. And I can stand stable, feeling the rolling, rocking, swelling, ebbing and yet there is something that is not affected by the perpetual shifting"
so very raw and alive. The humaness of my life squared up around me and I don't flinch.
How strange, how unusual
I have run, avoided, indulged, squirmed and hidden from this sensation I have called pain, i have called sadness, I have called fear.
And now the labels are just different words to describe the alive openess of my shear shimmering awarenss.
greatful?
you bet!
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