How can it be?
There is no linear sense, no ground under my feet, no concept that can explain how this can be.
I have been drowning all day in doom and gloom, pain and despair, suffering with my inability to not buy into my thoughts, feelings and circumstances. I mean it is intense! The plain truth of how I have lived the past sixty one years is just sad. What I have tried to construct a 'me' out of, searching, searching, grasping, pushing. Always trying to make sense out of the phenomena of my perceptions and experiences.
There is nothing there!!!!!!!
And even as my mind follows the familiar path of suffering, there is a stable, always there, always on.."something" that knows this is so very perfect for me to be me. Not denying any part of my experience but allowing it all to show up.
And I am OK. I am find....ha ha...typo....I meant fine. must leave that one
I do not have any intellectual understanding of this but I have friends who can shine there light on my path when my light is dim and then I see more clearly.
How many of us are walking through this dimension at this epic time on the planet, 12/12/12. will never be again.
And I am here. You are here.
Wow!
There is no linear sense, no ground under my feet, no concept that can explain how this can be.
I have been drowning all day in doom and gloom, pain and despair, suffering with my inability to not buy into my thoughts, feelings and circumstances. I mean it is intense! The plain truth of how I have lived the past sixty one years is just sad. What I have tried to construct a 'me' out of, searching, searching, grasping, pushing. Always trying to make sense out of the phenomena of my perceptions and experiences.
There is nothing there!!!!!!!
And even as my mind follows the familiar path of suffering, there is a stable, always there, always on.."something" that knows this is so very perfect for me to be me. Not denying any part of my experience but allowing it all to show up.
And I am OK. I am find....ha ha...typo....I meant fine. must leave that one
I do not have any intellectual understanding of this but I have friends who can shine there light on my path when my light is dim and then I see more clearly.
How many of us are walking through this dimension at this epic time on the planet, 12/12/12. will never be again.
And I am here. You are here.
Wow!
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