I am just that.....I am!

The more I am just that I am, The deeper my longing for liberation becomes.  To release all concepts of awakening, all desires to awaken, that is the whirl pool and mud flats that I, at times, seem to float around in for days. This desire to be free of the suffering that is inherent when I am bought into the negativity or optimism and stories of the mind.  Boy and it seems the suffering is more intense than ever I recall is was when I was applying antidotes...of course.
I am so greatful this morning for my Elders who have further realized, I am so greatful for my awakening family who always stand by my side, have my back, speak to me straight.
What a time to be on earth in this flesh suit