Holly molly. The data started in my thoughts , then spread to my emotions and now my body is feeling odd. I can't focus on what I wanted to do today and I am feeling pressure to be clear with my son.
But there is this knowing that I am ok, i really am ok and this data is part of the bright clarity of the whole of this situation.
But it takes such courage to just allow this all to be as it is without DOING something to get out of the strong feelings and I know there is just NOTHING else that will bring the absolute truth of wisdom and open intellegence into the circumstance other than for me to absolutely, 100% own all of this data that is going on inside me.
So I will just be gentle and allow it all to be exactly as it shows up in my thoughts, emotions and even in the circumstances. Because I know if I just keep relaxing for a short moment at a time that when the time comes that I need to speak or act it will be from clarity with wisdom and benifit for all involved, most of all my dear beautiful son.
So I rest in what is..............
But there is this knowing that I am ok, i really am ok and this data is part of the bright clarity of the whole of this situation.
But it takes such courage to just allow this all to be as it is without DOING something to get out of the strong feelings and I know there is just NOTHING else that will bring the absolute truth of wisdom and open intellegence into the circumstance other than for me to absolutely, 100% own all of this data that is going on inside me.
So I will just be gentle and allow it all to be exactly as it shows up in my thoughts, emotions and even in the circumstances. Because I know if I just keep relaxing for a short moment at a time that when the time comes that I need to speak or act it will be from clarity with wisdom and benifit for all involved, most of all my dear beautiful son.
So I rest in what is..............
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